I fucking hate people. I don't know why I keep trying. I honestly just don't get it. I know what's going to happen when I try and be nice: someone decides to push the blade into my chest.
And twist.
Gotta give her credit, though, she did say it to my face. That's brave of her. If my RA hadn't been next door I would have either punched her/punched her AND thrown her out of my room.
I'm just in absolute shock that one human being would say somthing like that to another one. I guess that makes her less than human? Especially in the name of Christ. Now, as most of you know I am by no stretch of the imagination a believer in Christ or any of the Biblical characters; but I would imagine that if Christ had been sitting in my room last night trying to convert me, he wouldn't have done it by comparing what happened to me to circumcision, or by telling me that everything is my fault. When I say everything; I mean everything. Diabetes, depression, anxiety dissorders, etc. I just don't.
Anyways, people suck and now I get to sever ties with another one. I'm not sad about it, I don't need such negative and insecure people around me, but I am terribly upset about what was said and the fact she just walked away from me afterwards.
Reminds me of someone else from my past.